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LXE™ 5- MiXeD

Many things have happened recently, both bad and good. It's hard for me to cope as I have just came back from Matrik, everything seems so different..

My family members were strucked by illness, quite severe if you ask me, especially my grandma who is getting older and older is having a difficult time. She was so independent before this, now she still insists on being independent but that's not possible. Though it seems impossible for us, she still wouldn't listen to us and continue to do things on her own until something happened recently. Sigh.. Now that she knows her limits and capabilities, that she is no longer the young her, she slowly accepts helps from us. Things are getting better now.. Relatives are taking turn to look after her. Sigh.. Hope everything will be fine. I don't know what can I do, all I can do is to stand there like an idiot, looking at my relatives helping my grandma, all I can do is standing there and staring helplessly.

Before that, my aunt had a surgery to get her Achilles' tendon fixed, now she can barely stands, and no one is there to cook. Luckily there's my cousin sisters there to help, and again, what did I do during these hard times of theirs? All I did was grieving helplessly, which helps nothing.

And, even earlier than these two situations, my teacher also faces quite the same fate(health) but this does not happen naturally. He met an accident, and got his hand and leg broken. I visitted him a few days ago and I'm glad to see he is still the same old him. He is still very kap siao despite what happened to him, optimistic guy! =)

Recently I have watched many movies regarding loss of life and the regrets they left behind, and they were given chance to fullfil their unfinished wishes. It was very touching and I learnt a lot from that. Some of the forwarded mails also make me realised that I should be appreaciating people who cares about me and the ones that care and love me.

Do not leave the one you love for the one you like as one day the one you like will leave you for the one he/she loves.
Love and appreciate those people who love you especially your siblings and parents.

-end of BAD things-

Now, let us talk about life at matric!
No one cares much about our finals despite our exams is approaching, instead we take our time to meet up with old friends and hopefully, the bonds between us will never break no matter what! =)

Today we went out and played basketball together, I was glad to see all the same old faces, no one has really changed after form5.. Cocky Kok is still the same except he changed his name to Ryan Ph(f)oooon, Leong became ham-sap ad, kept on talking with Jess and didn't join us for 3-3 or 4-4 game, LCK got gf ad but luckily he didn't show off in front of us, if not I will try my best to shoooooot the hell out of him and Shiung... Everyday also meet, no comment, except that people are concerning about what they are going to study after matric, he thinks about which wu shu weapon is the best to learn... =.='''

Well, now let us talk about me, heh heh... Here comes the loveeee story...

~ahem ahem~
-Interview of GC and himself, the ZiLian star!!-
GC: How come every time you get back also have love story? Is it love story or STORIES? How many you had already??
GC2: Ala... Interesting life mar.. Last time that one cannot pakai one, maybe that time too stupid simply go and know girls gua... Aiyo, stop talking about the past la, I already jie se ( shun sex/love )... Now there's only 2 love stories going on simultaneously in my life.

GC: Wow, 2?? Do you mind to share with us?
GC2: Sure, why not... 1st love story is between me and ya-zi ( nickname that only me and my gang knows ^^ ). 2nd love story... Of course is me lar!! First time get to talk with the zi lian person ( self-admirer ) meh?

GC: I see... Tell us more about you and ya-zi, will you?
GC2: I'll try.. I don't know where to start but I guess I will tell you anything that I could think of right now. She likes basketball and she likes shopping.. She can buy 2-3 shoes in a month if you allow her to go shopping in huge shopping mall... WAIT!! There's one important thing here that I didn't mention... She never says she likes me or not, and she did told me she does not want to have any special relationship now... She only treats me as friend that has feel towards her.

GC: Owh.. Eh late ad lar... Go and sleep lar. If got more questions, ask in comments la.
GC2: Ya la... Where can think of so many questions to ask myself... zZz!!
GC3: Good Nite!!
GC and GC2: DIAO!!! Where does that GC3 comes from...?!?!?!
GC3: ...... =.='''

GC, GC2, GC3 : Good nite, sweet dreams and hope you enjoy!! =)

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11 Comments

Comment by SotongLeong on September 29, 2008 at 11:47pm: wei~ i where gt hamsap?!

我关心她罢了好吗?!(其实是八卦想知道一些关于某某人的事....)嘿嘿嘿嘿...

Comment by Scar90 on September 30, 2008 at 12:01am: I see... Haha!!

Comment by Raymond Tan on September 30, 2008 at 8:21am: yes, Mr Lex.....now that is the Mr Lex I know........

Comment by Raymond Tan on September 30, 2008 at 9:48am: Feel sorry after hearing about your grandma and aunt.
Well elderly people sometimes do get a little bit stubborn at times, but we as their grandchildren should understand them more and treat them with compassion and patience.

Comment by Scar90 on September 30, 2008 at 11:14am: It feels like a decade since I last chat with RaymondTan... Sigh.. Why you don't wanna come back? Haha.. Now everyone is having their break..

Anyhow.. KeanCheong also told me that this is the natural process that everyone will have to go through. Sigh..