Many things have happened recently, both bad and good. It's hard for me to cope as I have just came back from Matrik, everything seems so different..
My family members were strucked by illness, quite severe if you ask me, especially my grandma who is getting older and older is having a difficult time. She was so independent before this, now she still insists on being independent but that's not possible. Though it seems impossible for us, she still wouldn't listen to us and continue to do things…
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Added by Scar90 on September 29, 2008 at 11:30pm —
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Why do we always have to separate everytime we meet?
Why do we always have to leave?
Why can't we just stay...?
Sad songs kept playing on my mind.
Am I too naive?
I don't understand why things have to move on.
I don't get it, I don't get it...
Time is ticking life away each and every second.
We are growing old without realising it.
Every now and then,
We are all preoccupied by our works and tasks.
No one cares about everyone around them.
How I wish I can stop time.
How I wish I can stay in secon…
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Added by Scar90 on August 21, 2008 at 3:37pm —
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I'm lost...
All I know is that I have to think positively,
And I need someone to talk to,
But I can't find anyone to express myself,
I don't know how to get rid of this feelings,
I feel so frustrated,
I can feel my pessimism,
My voice is becoming vague, blurred
No one can ever understands what I wanna say anymore,
Even my heart is becoming deaf,
Who else I can turn to?
Thinking of my failures, I am frustrated
Counting my failures, I lost count
Sorting out my failures, I can find no solution
Wha…
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Added by Scar90 on August 16, 2008 at 12:30am —
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When I was in KMK or KMC(Kedah Matriculation College), I cared about someone quite much, much more than usual friend does. I'm wondering whether it's my weakness or not, I easily fall for someone, so I started to intervene her daily life later on. Anyhow, it's not like I've drilled into her life, but I asked about everything and tried to share as much things as possible. Thinking of her being "ok ok" and her things were quite smooth makes me feel a bit better, it's like reward for my successful…
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Added by Scar90 on August 10, 2008 at 11:00am —
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(Err.. Premarital sex then kena lottery one is totally out of topic here,k? This will totally put everyone in dilemma. However, I can't assure that also lar...)
I've read a mail about babies abortion lately and I remembered about a Buddhist class during NS which introduced the dark side of babies abortion too. It's so cruel to kill a life that has not even fully developed. It has never even seen a stray of light in this world and it will be sent to somewhere else.
However, maybe, JUST MAYBE, o…
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Added by Scar90 on August 8, 2008 at 1:01pm —
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I just came back today, on 7th of August, Thursday, then I did what I always did when I come back, that is go and bowling with my dad... So ||| !!! Just a few weeks never play, my skill became so GG... Lost to my dad like 100+ points... Woo woo woo..... and really |||
Anyhow, I still have about 13 days left... Don't know what should I really do also... Furthermore, my Physics paper ain't really good in my mid sem test... I got A-... So sucky... Sigh...
And then there's the new chapter called S…
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Added by Scar90 on August 7, 2008 at 11:00pm —
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Well, last week I went back to Taiping, nothing has really changed except the fuel price has hiked. My ProtonSaga's fuel tank used to be full after just RM50 refill but now, it reaches only a few dots above half tank. Oh my god... What's our governments doing until they fail to control the fuel prices? It's so difficult to acquire newspaper here as it'll be sold out as soon as it reaches the kiosk.
"What the .... ???" will be our expression we we queued up for so long and only get to know that…
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Added by Scar90 on June 23, 2008 at 3:52pm —
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Without its vice president, ning really GG liao... Anyhow, some of the cheap comps here install some shits to block off the chat box, can't use... grrrhh... ><
Hmm... In order to revive ning, I think Ulquiorra is really needed la... Byakuya every day da fei gei at hostel, LCK keeps kap liu, KOK got so many offers til siao liao... Haha... Then the president see-pek pun tua, always ENVIRONE... LOL...
It's really sucky here, really. I don't have much time improving my english also, due to t…
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Added by Scar90 on June 4, 2008 at 2:36pm —
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I attended this MUET class tuition as they told me we will be tested with new format for MUET this year. The class was quite fun, and the first day attending the class made me feel like that's the day I've spoken the most English words in my life!!!
However, when the teacher asked about our names, it was so "kekok", Ah Kok introduced himself as Ryan, Leong as Ken Leong, ChuJie as ChuJie, ZhengYao as ZhengYao, and then my turn... Oh shit!! What to tell her? Ulquiorra Schiffer? Scar90? LOL.. Impo…
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Added by Scar90 on May 8, 2008 at 11:30pm —
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Today, 6th of May 2008...
I, incarnation of Ulquiorra Schiffer, scored 194, high average in lane 05/06 today!!
The moment was so hard to persist throught, getting spares after spares, to maintain the form, to control the excitedness, to suppress the nervousness, to take control of my feet, it was so difficult to keep a clean sheet.
And, at the 10th frame....
4-steps approach as usual, what a confident release!!!! Wow, with his trademark posture, Scar90™ COOL posture!! The ball rolled with…
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Added by Scar90 on May 6, 2008 at 10:37pm —
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I've been wondering for one very simple question lately... Whether to love and wait, to love but give up, or to totally give up...? If it's to love and wait, then what if someone else happened to step into my life...? Ignore that someone?... If it's to love but give up, what if she wants me suddenly...? Tell her I'm a loser, I gave up?... Or if it's to totally give up, then what if the person says that she's just exercising my patience...? Tell her I forgot about you?...
I believe everyone is m…
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Added by Scar90 on May 6, 2008 at 8:58pm —
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Added by Scar90 on May 5, 2008 at 9:00pm —
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I believe everyone has made mistakes in their life, which will then become the guilt in our heart. We will feel as if there are debts owing to someone particular. We will try our best to pay the debt which is known as redemptions. However, it won't work unless you let the person know, unless you are just paying the debt to escape the prison cell in your heart.
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Added by Scar90 on April 21, 2008 at 10:00am —
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Why there's always people who are envious of others? Sometimes they did nothing but then they still hope for something, and when they don't get it, they'll be raging around and express their anger irrationally. However, there are cases too which involve people who did their very best but still they couldn't achieve what they want, but you don't have to scold and hate everyone in this world for this. You should be thanking them for this, with failures in your life which you have tried your best f…
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Added by Scar90 on April 18, 2008 at 12:31pm —
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I like to search for trouble makers man.. Because they will certainly give me enough reasons to DIAO KAO 7(CHAT) THEM!!!
I heard some idiot said that he wants to attack this ning, hack it, destroy it or do whatever to it, but if he is so capable of doing this shits, why don't he concerns about himself now? Judging from the stupid way he spoke, I think he is one of the candidates that were unlucky and did not get chosen for the Matriculations Programme. So, why don't he start searching for colle…
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Added by Scar90 on April 16, 2008 at 8:30pm —
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I'm really concern about our environment and I believe everyone does, right? But they were so desperate for wealth that they could even sacrificed things that belong to us including our environment. However, with our mere influence and intelligence, we just can't stop them.
Anyhow, we can do out part for the environment. When the chance comes, we shall take actions on those irresponsible cheap @$$es.
Here are 100 ways we can do to save our environment, this includes maximizing the efficiency of…
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Added by Scar90 on April 9, 2008 at 12:07pm —
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Well, I guess everyone is immune to this word "DotA", right? We heard it here and there from our friends, relatives and even our partners! However, I am not writing this to introduce that game to you all, in fact, I want to introduce you all a map/game that is more interesting and challenging, ELEMENT TD!!
Download Element TD
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Added by Scar90 on April 8, 2008 at 11:02am —
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It has been 2 weeks and more after I returned from National Service. To me, things didn't really change much back here in Taiping. There's only a slight and minor changes in my life with my friends and families, in my town and everywhere. It seems like I've been imprisoned for years in NS and I kept wondering everyday, what will happen to my family, my friends and my town... Perhaps, this is really the feeling known as MISS... I miss everyone and everything in my life, and I've learnt to appreci…
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Added by Scar90 on March 27, 2008 at 7:23pm —
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Recently I upgraded my bowling skills and gotten quite strong, I even beat my uncle in 1 out of 5 games !! That's because he's a veteran, and it's considered not bad for me. However, the more I practice, the worse my skills become!!!
Perhaps this is the end of bowling sports for me? Are all these signifying that I've no talent in this sports? Are all these showing that this isn't my sport? Sigh... I've came so far, and I couldn't possibly face this fact if this is the REALITY...
Anyho…
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Added by Scar90 on March 18, 2008 at 2:41pm —
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On 17th of Dec, 2007 I flew to Bangkok, Thailand with my family. We went there for touring and please don't misunderstand, guys... Hiro doesn't find prostitutes...nor ah gua's, LOL!! ^^
I've plenty of ideas on how to write my blogs once I get back to Penang. I was so enthusiastic that I even thought of writing a few chapters on this! But once I got down from the plane, all my enthusiasm dispersed to the atmosphere and it just evaporated off... Sigh...
Photos:
James Bond i
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Added by Scar90 on December 21, 2007 at 11:20pm —
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